good news?

day 85: if you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be

• hm. live ! love ! laugh ! enjoy life. life is short, make the most of it (:
• and always keep smiling.

lol. lame. i know.

hm… interview set up for may 24th, but it is a part time position, and i won’t get any calls till after may 24th for the full time position on the other unit, and i may not get a call, it’s not guaranteed of course. so what do i do?

go with the flow i suppose.

i hate it when you want something it doesn’t come, when u don’t care, everything comes at once and u can’t choose. lol life always has to be a dilemma, doesn’t it?

and off to a fresh new start? not so sure. things are going well i suppose, but something just feels off. seems like it’s too nice to be real? or, do i really want it anymore? hm. hard to say, hard to say. definitely could be a keeper, how would i know tho? sigh* .

i can’t believe the exam is slowly creeping along, i’m starting to be antsy.

and so is the piano recital. i feel like i haven’t rested well lately, and so many things coming up. ugh.

2 day shifts tomorrow and day after, woopee. that will be fun. not really, but . ugh i’ll make the most of it.

it’ll just be work. as usual. lol .

time to get moving if i wanna optimize the hours in my day before bedtime. ~

cramming break !

yes. i have finally started cracking open the books for the big CRNE ! ugh.

it’s not going well. i have forgotten how horrible studying can be, and i have no focus.

i also applied for a full time position on the preceptored unit today, but then i also applied for the unit i worked on as a UNE, a part time position earlier before that.. so now it’s going to be a dilemma of which one, if i get calls back. i kinda want the full time even tho i don’t want to work full time, but i liked that unit.

but i guess i’ll take it as it comes. anywho. i decided to update my blog.

thanks amelia for the cover picture. questions catch up below.

day 81: what is your biggest fear

• INSECTS ! SPIDERS ! CREEPY CRAWLIES ! HORROR MOVIES !

day 82: would you break the law to save a loved one

• i would not kill another person to save a loved one but this doesn’t mean i don’t love them enough. depends on the law i suppose.

day 83: if you had to teach something, what would you teach

• piano (: or something health related. and i’d like to teach children for sure!

day 84: do you think crying is a sign of weakness or strength

• could be both i suppose. but in my context, it is usually to stress relieve. and a time to be allow yourself to fall down in a safe environment.
• hm. some people are too scared to cry . i guess it could be strength too.
• that’s an interesting question.

SO FULL

day 73: a movie you cried in

• too many to count. but definitely 1 litre of tears. i usually cry at the scenes where the characters/families realize something

day 74: how would you describe your style of clothing

• casual – semiformal depending on my mood. i like wearing colors (: and subtle clothes, not too fancy. but i like to dress up once in awhile n feel pretty (:

day 75: what is one of the best dreams you have ever had

• omg. i have too many weird dreams. i know there was a really good and sweet one once, but i don’t remember the details.

day 76: how do you feel about going green

• i think that’s important for our earth (:

day 77: what gives you every day inspiration

• THE SUNSHINE. and the people i love (:

day 78: would you rather people be honest with you, even if it’s something not good, or lie to you to make you feel good

• honest. and not good.

day 79: why do you feel as though people judge others

• human nature. though i believe if we tried really hard, its avoidable. but sometimes , you almost have to judge in a good way.

day 80: one of your favorite childhood memories

• falling off my bike.. NOT. lol uhm playing this jewel hunting mummy board game with amelia and her brother. xD

 

a long day of work. the awesomest buddy nurse ever. makes all the difference. and stuffed. bought zumba fitness for wii, can’t wait to try it out and see if it’s good.

definitely in need of SLEEP. and should really REALLY start studying..

calgary

the 3 day calgary trip was indeed stressful at points in time, and stressful for my hunny i’d say . but i think it all worked out in the end. and by the end of the trip, we all were exhausted and had a splendid time. i think the highlights were seeing the penguins + the shooting range. & marco polo at the pool was pretty kick-ass. oh. also re-visiting smuggler’s inn for dinner. that was quite delicious.

we din’t spend that much time in chinatown for once, which was nice for a change. and we got a good deal at the hotel, and watched mission impossible 3 late at night. xD

way to spend the night.

it was a rainy trip tho.

coming back now , i feel like i have been gone for a month, and TONS of things to catch up on . oh me oh my. especially piano. i have not practiced… i’m so bad.

but back to my normal life, in which a lot of changes are going on right now as well. so we will see where this all takes me in the next little while.

catch up ~

day 63: your views upon gay marriage

• it’s fine by me. as long as the two love each other, who cares what gender they are.

day 64: your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before, what do you do

• go back and help them obviously. no matter how big a fight, u never leave each other, that’s what best friends are. and if they don’t want your help, find someone to help them asap.

day 65: one random fact about yourself

• i like to laugh. i guess that’s not that random. hm.. if you tell me something, i will imagine it.

day 66: if you could switch lives with someone for a day, who would it be

• hmm…. this one.. i’m not sure. perhaps a boy … just to see what it’s like..

day 67: how you found out about tumblr, and why you made one – this was taken from tumblr. but i’ll apply it to wordpress

• found out from amelia, and that’s why i made a blog

day 68: the best concert you have been to

• i haven’t been to a concert before.. or well there was this asian one, but i don’t know if it counts as a concert, i guess that would be the best one i’ve been to lol.

day 69: powerful song lyrics you love

• oh there’s too many to count.

day 70: a celebrity you don’t necessarily enjoy, and why

• er . n/a

day 71: differences between you and your best friend

• i’l just pick one friend.
• andi
• she’s richer, more independent… k i’m too lazy. but we are quite different in many ways. i think we compromise to be friends. i dunno. hehe ti’s nice tho.

day 72: list of everything you ate today

• rice and leftovers.
• rice and chicken.
• milk.
• what else… candy. lol